Automatic Heart

I KNOW WHERE YOU LIVE, SHADE.

lol jk, i dont.

This website has a map showing the location of the people online, so next time you and Shade are online together you can see where he lives.

oh most interesting *rubs hands together evily*

okay, what did i do today? i got asked by this guy i met 3 weeks ago if he could be my boyfriend. i said no, i'm gay. he was like, "super AWESOME"
i did not know how to react to that o_o'

in other news, my arms, shoulders, and ankles are hurting like fuck. but wai? coz i attended that 10.10.10 Run for Pasig River advocacy run last sunday. around 150,000 people showed up and finished the run (3, 5, or 10 kilometers) and we're hoping it'll break the Guiness record for most people attending an advocacy footrace. oh and then yesterday i went wall climbing. it hurts to raise my arms XD

oh oh. and i have that familiar headache and whirlwind of conflicting emotions again. i feel like im going mad. again.
sleep, coffee, and C2 should clear that up. maybe.

Well even if you did know where I lived what good would it do you all the way on the other side of the world. Even if you could coem here it would only benefit me. After all A) I get to see my Onee-chan or B) I get released from the mortal coil by my Onee-chan ( Don't ask me to explain why B would ever happen but I notice the things that happen are the things that are never mentioned. So this is my way of preventing B )

So you are gay? Oh and super awesome means that since most single guys totally dream of hot lesbian action they are totally thrilled when they know a real lesbian. You could react with a "Yea, if I get hooked up wanna watch." Or something similar, IF you wanna get this guy in the palm of your hand and try getting him to do random shit for ya. or respond with a " Ummmm okay." I find that latter always works out.

Finally I'm beginning to develop a theory that certain feelings come on in sessions. Example like people having bouts of depression and then going in and out of it. I do that too from time to time, it never lasts being optimistic, but then again it'll always come back, being pessimistic.

@shade: ....................................................................................................................................-_-...........


....so, i may not be online on friday...
did anyone know that my birthday is this friday?

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No I didn't, unfortunately I won't be around to give you a cyber card so it will have to be belated.

I knew!

yay TS knew and remembered! i'm happy ^^

it is now 12am on October 15. I am now officially 19 years old.

and yes, I am gay. Lesbian. there, i admitted it. its official.

https://2img.net/h/oi56.tinypic.com/eg6e1i.jpg

I'm happy.

YAY!

i know right?

Today i spent 4 hours doing nothing much in a cold studio room, was named chairperson of the lottery, loaded the lotto balls into the machine on camera, pressed the button for the machine on live nation-wide television, and got paid 1,500 pesos. Not a bad day.

Ooh! Sounds fun!

Awesome job with the lottery work there Onee-chan.

and yay we all have another thing in common, We all like girls

yeah, it was fun

tourist tip: try not to visit the philippines during summer, its too hot. try not to visit the philippines during august to october, there might be typhoons. november to march is a nice time to go to the philippines, weather-wise.

I'll keep that in mind.

Same thing with Australia, it's spring right now and still it's fricken hot. Autum is definatly the best.

*starts making tourist plans*

lol.

and well, i am not awesome at the moment. i am horribly, terribly, irrationally depressed. and constantly at certain level of pissed off all the time. its like a pan of water just sitting there...simmering and fuming....

Well as long as you don't put a lid on a pan of water on a stove simmering and fuming it steams into the air and doesn't create a dangerous contained pressure zone which could explode.

i have Tonsillophanryngitis, as of yesterday. All of monday was spent in and out of consciousness with an epic headache and high fever. yesterday, after having trouble swallowing anything, my mom brought me and my sister (who had a simple fever) to the hospital where I was diagnosed with that really long word mentioned before. IT HURTS TO DRINK WATER.

Oh shit, man that sucks! Well I hope you feel better soon maybe some ice cream would help?

Im not sure if ice cream would help as it hurts to eat or drink anything. might give it a try though

well if it's anything more than strep throat on steroids then it won't work because sore throats for me at least are soothed by the power of frozen desserts

i tried eating ice cream. my throat burned. it didnt work. BUT the ice cream was good. Ube flavored =D

Well that's ...good? bad?